that awks moment where you have a crush on your best friend and you don’t know what to do. like you want to tell them that you like them but then you don’t want to ruin the amazing friendship but you want to kiss and hug them and be romantic and crap. Hold their hand in public just be /together/ but you know you probably won’t ever be /together/. and it’s like the longest crush you’ve ever had on a person like you have other crushes, but it always comes back to that person and it’s scary because having feelings for a person is a scary thing and you don’t know if they like you back and just ugh.
for me it comes down to: how do I feels talk with people?